Tuesday, February 7, 2012

is it better as a memory?

"It's always times like these when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me"
   -Vanessa Carlton

Do you ever stop randomly, no matter how busy you may get, and think about that one person who made some sort of impact on you that you wish so badly you could have back? Have just one more chance to make it right, fix it, and be the person they saw you to be? Pandora must know what I'm thinking cause song after song seems to remind me of him. Makes me miss him more than I already do, want to show him I love him, show him what he means to me, and make him feel like he is worth more than the sun and moon and stars combined. Every song, old new, speaks something to me about my life, myself, and you. I always wonder where you are, what you're doing, if you're thinking about me too, and if you feel the way I do...

"I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night. I miss the way we sleep...And now I miss everything about you. I can't believe it, I still want you, and after all the things we've been through. I miss everything about you, without you." -Colbie Caillat

If only I had one chance to do it over and make it right...what I would give.