According to the World English Dictionary the word "Confusion" can be defined as: the act of confusing or the state of being confused, disorder or jumble, bewilderment or perplexity, and/or the lack of clarity or indistinctness. Here lately I have had this feeling of confusion. It's summer vacation. Summer vacation is a time to relax and enjoy the summer. I've been able to relax physically but not mentally. There has been so much on my mind lately that I just simply do not know what to do. If I could draw or paint or whatever I'm sure I would create something like this to represent what's going on inside my mind...only much larger...
Heck, I don't know what to do about things. I kinda want to just let time take over and handle things but knowing me and my luck I'll regret not doing anything about it to begin with. So now I'm stuck having to wade through: financial issues, class schedule and issues, finding the money to go see friends that do not live close by, finding old friends from high school to hang out and catch up with, bettering my eating habits, get a grip on my physical fitness, handle my parents and their issues, try not to loose my cool over everything, and well the list keeps going...I guess all I can really do is just see how things go and act when the time is right. All I can do is look forward to August and enjoy the good things that come my way. Until then, my mind is probably going to be like this:
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